The First One in Forever

Well now, I suppose if you keep up with this, you may be realizing that this is the first blog in ages. Then again, if you're reading this, you are entirely pathetic. This is going to be a brief recap of the summer and things that I thought about. If your expecting a tale of crazy parties, wild sex, and alot of drinking, then don't read this. This is now what you want to hear. I've said it once and I'll say it again, I lead a very boring life.

Anywho, onward. I got off of school and went to work. Sure, work was fun and all, but it was still work. Meh. Funny stuff happened, like Jim's pink gloves and the like. But still, it was work..... There were tensions with employees that remained secret, to an extent, but luckily, nothing big went down.


Onto my other events that took place this summer. Umm. Yeah. I played alot of Magic, alot of D&D, camp, got addicted to DBZ video games, and went insane over a girl....

Can someone explain to me why girls are so good at ruining minds? Its a mystery that no one can solve.

Its amazing how when I look back, I see how truly stupid I was. Then again, who doesn't look back and think they mesed up. We all made mistakes, and we all have to live with them. I love how some mistakes come back to bit you in the ass a few years later. See, after me and Lindsey had our "falling out:, if you will, I spent the summer not caring at all. Then fall rolled around and there was a girl I had known for a few years via band. I don't really know where these feelings came from. Well, actually, I do, but I don't want to share them. Well, not yet anyways. If I did, I could easily give it away, and I know how much my readers love suprises. I laughed a little after I typed "my readers."

Marc, the mechanic at work, listens to a country station. The Djs did this segment on what you regret about high school. I was working with Tony that day. He was telling me what he regretted. I suprised him when I said I already had a list of regrets. One regret was spending so much time on one girl who did not show interest in return. I guess we all make mistakes like that though. Its not a mistake, really, I guess I was more naive than anything else. That girl I liked my senior year though. I made a mistake. I gave up hope and threw my feelings away because I was convinced she hated me.

That was another regret. Another regret I have is I wished that I had known that hope is always there, even if we can't see it. I also wished I hade taken a risked and just asked her out. The more and more I examine my life, the more I realize that in a few years, I will look back and be bored with my own life.

"In fifty years, do you want to look back and say you had the guts to get in the car." That, or something along those lines was said in Transformers. Its a good line, probably the most important line in the entire movie. I always played it safe, but I think its time I began to take risks and leave my comfort area. After all, we only live once.

So now I am at school. Building F, aka. Building BFE. If you don't know what B.F.E. stands for, ask me, but lets just say my dorm is at the very end of campus hiding behind the trees in the way back. Suprisingly though, people on my floor are really nice and sociable. Complete opposite of last year. My roommate is pretty cool too. Hopefully, it will be a good year.